I hate myself for smiling
I'm sick of it sippin this liquid that's sticking out of
my pack of six with a cigarette
lit bottom lip is twisted assisting my spittin' out
liquidy brown dip, then a bong hit, and I vomit
puke my fucking brains out
i'm appalled
I hate my life
but the very next day I'll get up and call it a "good night"
I hate myself for smiling.